Friday, mid June. It’s Chicago so it’s hot and sticky. Listening to Devo’s new album, which is quite good. It’s struggle every day to focus. With the marketing at SPG I find it incredibly difficult to settle and just bang out a couple blog posts, or e-mails. I could only muster 2 today, though I did leave by 1:30. My sister’s wedding next week, and NYC > Spain the following week. I’m not sure what is more daunting, the Fancy Food Show or traveling. I’m sure others can sympathize, but I feel the need to get things right. I’m way out of my league just visiting New York with a foodie, let alone going head first into a Fancy Food Show.
I’ve been stressing more each week as I’ve got to get a bunch of shit done before I leave – because my lovely job allows me to schedule 80% of my work. In reality, it’s next to nothing and I spend more time worrying than doing the work it self.
For a long time I’ve had this layer of dread on top of me like a blanket, I’m not sure what its all about – maybe seeing my dad? Who knows.